i found it...

[lokizmom]

this is it. this is the day that i became a cynic. this is the day that i admitted i was jaded. i couldn't cry anymore. the day i wanted to find the J9 that i used to be. well sylvan you wanted to know where that J9 went. there it is.

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[butterfly-smile.livejournal.com]

((hugs))
Your post did not work.
If you need anything just call.

[lokiz-mom.livejournal.com]

it's been fixed now

[bosn.livejournal.com]

You post may not have worked but in a way it kinda fits. It shows that even with some of the best efforts live is going to dish out your portion of gruel and you have to take it and make it work.

[lokiz-mom.livejournal.com]

it's been fixed now.

[vettecat.livejournal.com]

Makes sense, sadly.

[lokiz-mom.livejournal.com]

yeah...it was a bad time. it was just after i had tried to kill myself.

**sigh**

[vettecat.livejournal.com]

Glk. I missed that...

[lokiz-mom.livejournal.com]

yeah check out the post on september 1st, 2001 if you're really interested. it was a bad year for me.

[vettecat.livejournal.com]

Wow... I'm sorry you were in such a bad spot, but I'm glad you were able to get past it.

[lokiz-mom.livejournal.com]

yeah sadly it was a really really bad time in my life. i have never felt so helpless with my situation. so many things had changed and i'm not really good with change.

but...i'm doing better treating myself better now.

[vettecat.livejournal.com]

Very glad to hear it.