i shouldn't be here.

[lokizmom]

i should be in san jose. i should be hanging out at p-con. i shouldn't be in this bedroom all alone with just my cat. why am i not motivated to drive down tonight? i have the option of getting the van and stuff, but i just found out that i dont have my pump for my air mattress. i'll have to see if i actually need the van now or not or if i'm just gonna find a place to sleep instead. if that's the case then i need to drop the key off. **sigh** i wish i knew where that pump was. i mean...i know *he*'s going to be there so i really won't be alone. UGH...i wish i could get ahold of him but his phone isn't working. this bites. eh. well... maybe i should just drive down there tonight and sleep in my truck. i've done it once already. not like i couldn't do it again? bah. change of plans. just talked to him on the phone, and he's not staying the night. i'm gonna go down early in the morning. which means an early morning wake up call and off to the hotel by 7am-ish. and now since my state check has hit my account i can maybe get a hotel room???

so many questions...so little time. ok i'm off to bed 'cos it's an early alarm i'll be setting for myself. but i'll leave you with this...




Jakers! it's the tale of our pal piggley
ireland is the world he loves so well
wriggles out of spots that are down right stickley
how he does that only he can tell

piggley, ferny, molly and dannan
never miss a chance to have too much fun
in tara or raloo
lots of excitement for everyone!!!!

curiosity's in a hurry
leaving no time to stop and think
the line between wild and crazy gets blurry
Jakers! the adventures of piggley winks!

something in the way his eyes start blazing
tells us he's on to a brand new plan
his lips curl up it's downright amazing
looking for mischeif, well, he's your man

piggley, ferny, molly and dannan
never miss a chance to have too much fun
in tara or raloo
lots of excitement for everyone!!!!

Jakers! they go to bed just to wake up early
to get in trouble or on the brink
the line between wild and crazy gets blurry
Jakers! the adventures of piggley winks