considering that morning i woke up from a bad dream having to do with "abandonment issues", and someone else (Calvin i think) at dinner mentioned having a dream that echoed the feelings of my dream. i think it was just a universal "off day" for everyone. weird crap abounds. oddly i woke up this morning with a good dream to find the bed empty which cycled me back to the previous day.
would discuss this with B, however i'm so not ready to open that "can of crazy" on him.

*le sigh*