Writer's Block: Stolen Goods

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my childhood. now most people when reading that would think that i had been raped at an early age or something devistating happened to my family wherein i had to go to an orphanage or foster care or something. not true. when i say i lost my childhood, i'm referring to all the memories that make looking back such a great thing. i have been in 2 car accidents, and i should have died in both of them. because of that, i have suffered a loss of memory. when someone comes up to me and says "HEY! remember me" usually i'll have to ask them a series of questions to try to spark *something* of a memory, and usually then it's fleeting. my other option is to turn to a select group of friends and say "do i remember this person" and they'll tell me something that will spark the right memory...but again...it's usually fleeting. it's sad really because i remember a lot of the bad things that happened. like when i was very young and my father was in the hospital because he had pollops in his nose, and my sister and mom snuck me up to see him. when i got there, he had tubes all over him and he didn't look like himself. i said to my mom "that's not my daddy". that was the experience i had that made me not like hospitals. i had a similar experience this weekend with my father in a care facility after being in the hospital. it was another one of those "that's not my daddy" experiences. i wish that i could remember the happy times more often. i know that they're in there somewhere.

so yeah...with all the times someone has taken something from me or even the time in 1976 when i was in second grade and came home to find the house had been robbed...nothing compares to the memories that have been swiped from me because of 2 car accidents.

VERY IMPORTANT! NEED RESPONSE IF YOU HAVE IT

hello everyone. i am in a bind. my dad is coming home on tuesday during the day, and we (as a family) will need to be able to put his antibiotics into the picc that he has inserted into his heart. if ANYONE here has ever heard of this process or done it, i NEED to know what information you can give me. we are SERIOUSLY nervous about this because the medication needs to be injected 3 times a day (7am, 3pm and 11pm). we do NOT want to kill our dad. we want to be sure that what we are going to need to do is not going to harm him if we do it wrong.

IF ANYONE HAS ANY INFORMATION PLEASE LET ME KNOW. if you have my cell phone number CALL ME. if you dont have my cell number, you can text me from my profile page direct to my cell phone and give me your number so i can call you back. i dont care where i have to call to be reassured that what we need to do isn't going to harm our dad.

thanks for listening.