someday someone will have to explain this to me...

You will marry LEGOLAS from Lord of the Rings, live in an ancient elven palace in the middle of the forest, and spend your days walking on top of snow and rowing ivory boats and just being beautiful.

What's YOUR M * A * S * H future?

ummmmmmm what exactly does this have to do with M*A*S*H???

what will happen next?

OK so yesterday i went to pick up loki from smurf village. it went well. the girls were preparing for yet another party ::sigh:: maybe one day i'll be part of that crowd again...maybe not...

anyway...went back home to Jo's house and stayed with loki for a short time so he could calm down. this morning, i went to jo's house to pick up the cat, and didn't know lici was still there...oops...too loud :o) got the kitten in the carrier (after a bit of arguing), went back to the parental house, had an argument with mom, stormed out of the parental house, went to the hobbit hole and let loki on his leash walk through the new home. Dana loved him...we're going to be able to have the run of the house when there are people home, but not when we're both away. this makes Loki happy, this makes J9 happy, this makes everyone happy in the J9 world...

took the kitten back to smurf village, sent out messages to everyone i know with cingular wireless, got lost in santa clara trying to find a starbux (there's like a million of 'em out there i just gotta find one), ended up calling big red for directions, and she transferred me to Flare. lucky for me i had gotten lost in this part of santa clara before and knew just how to get out. i finally got out of SC and drove to the doubleredliontree hotel for the BC2002 meeting. i talked to meerkat about stuff, and we came to a decision...since the boys were going to be working reg again, i decided i could be a weasel again. i mean...once a weasel...always a weasel...

can i do it???

i dunno yet...

will i get mad???

prolly...

will the con live without me???

yes...prolly...

will it be fun without me???

who knows....maybe...mabye not...we'll see in a few months.

but i have until may to get my brain together and deal with shyte the way i need to deal with it.

so.....bottom line...once i move into the hobbit hole, things will be different. i will walk every day when i get home...i will do yoga...i will relax with my thoughts more than once a month...i will deal with things in a better way than i used to.

now i just need the prayers, warm wishes, happy thoughts, and love that comes from friends.

::sigh::

here we go....1st day of the rest of my life...here i come!!!!