a little more than confusing

so i talked to her today and asked what was going on. it appears that the words weren't her's. it appears that she was forced. i dont think i like that since they were friends for SOOOOOO long. i also dont think that i like the fact that the J-monster might be involved along with the E-monster. i think that it's just a matter of time 'till they find out that he's not as much of a "godfather" as he thinks he is. perhaps we should all "go on strike". but then again...maybe not 'cos then that would be bad for the "gangster". i just hope this turns out to be a good con 'cos everyone could really use some good news, and not all this upheaval in their lives right now. no matter what happens... i still have a job and a place to live and lots of good peeps to keep me company. i do hope that the Disney Troupe can get along again one day. that's why i'm here...i'm always the optimist when it comes to friendships. too bad i'm not an optimist when it comes to life. ::shrugs:: oh well...whatever...

::holding breath and taking last step into oblivion::