lokizmom | did he visit yesterday?

so...june 25th is my brother's birthday. for those of you who don't know me well enough, i had a brother. he was killed by a drunk driver at the age of 6 1/2 on november 19th, 1965. my sister was barely 11 months old, and i wasn't born yet. yesterday he would have been 46 (if i'm doing the math right?). on monday morning, when tisa woke up she told my sister about a dream she had. part of it was bad 'cos there was a prickly fish and a crab (they had watched nemo on saturday). but part of it was good. there was a little boy angel who played with her and poured water over her head. now...she's had a dream about this little boy angel before. i wish i could remember when it was. i'll have to go through my journal and see if i wrote about it. it made me get all teary-eyed. i know that she has a connection with michael because while jo was pregnant with tisa, she created a journal called mike's eyes...so i know that she was praying to michael as well as praying to mary to see her through it. i have only had one dream about michael and that was when i was a sophomore in high school. maybe i'll write about it one day.

on another note...

for those of you who have gone to faire or worked faire at northern and know the rocking horses... there was a death in the family. cindy who works with les at the rocking horses took her life on monday. i dont have the details, but if you're on tribe, please check out the norcalrenfairefolk tribe. there's more information about her there. it's a very sad day when someone so beautiful and shining is taken out of this world...no matter how it's done.

i'm off to work and i'm going to try not to cry.