have you ever been woken up with an odd subject in your head?

[lokizmom]

well...on thursday morning i was awake at 4am with this in my head:

left handed or right handed...is it in your DNA or is it learned? are people born left or right handed? if so...i should be left handed because that's what was "normal" for me as a kid. however when i went to school and before that...to my babysitter's house...i was forced to use my right hand. that has caused issues in my learning ability. i was always considered slow. perhaps it's because i wasn't thinking with the right side of my brain or perhaps it's just because school was boring to me. at any rate...if i had been left handed as was "normal" for me would my life have been different?

so...are you right or left handed? were you born that way or were you forced to change? if you are left handed...do you think things would be different if you were forced to conform?

these are the things that i wake up thinking...yeah...that's my brain for ya.

on another note:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY sausage_boy we still need to do coffee some time soon!

Comments

[lokiz-mom.livejournal.com]

yeah i know huh. my brain works in peculiar ways. i'm still not exactly sure where it came from in the first place. i mean...it's not like i was thinking about being right or left handed or that i was using my left hand for anything that day?

[eeyoredragon.livejournal.com]

considering that morning i woke up from a bad dream having to do with "abandonment issues", and someone else (Calvin i think) at dinner mentioned having a dream that echoed the feelings of my dream. i think it was just a universal "off day" for everyone. weird crap abounds. oddly i woke up this morning with a good dream to find the bed empty which cycled me back to the previous day.
would discuss this with B, however i'm so not ready to open that "can of crazy" on him.

*le sigh*